You are my best friend. These past (almost) two years now have allowed me the pleasure of growing closer to you then I ever imagined possible for myself + another human being. Because of this closeness, it has been easy to grow our friendship + I feel so thankful for the dreams we have shared + worked towards together!
But this friendship has come at a price. One that I was unaware of until recently …
I’m writing this blog post simply to tell you that I am head over heels for you! Everyday I can’t believe that I’m the one that gets to experience the beauty that you radiate physically, emotionally, + spiritually. It is life changing. When I think about these things, I am quickly overwhelmed with fear + insecurities. It’s hard for me to accept that a woman as beautiful as you would love me. That you will wake up one day + realize how beautiful you truly are. So I revert back to our friendship. I am secure in it.
I’m writing this today as a proclamation + promise to push past my fears of abandonment. To boldly pursue the woman that I am madly in love with. I want you to go to bed every night + wake up every morning feeling not just like my best friend, but like the most radiantly beautiful woman in my world.
I thank you for your patience with me + in the way you encourage me. It is my hope + prayer that you would feel beautiful everyday. Please know that even when I fail to show it, you are the apple of my eye. You are cherished + treasured above all else.
With all my love,